That Evening Palace

Every day I sign-out my office in the evening, my eyes get stuck to a paradise.

On the dark top of never ending Himalayas is a small but visible bunch of white illuminates lighting a place, which certainly does replicates my imagination of Heaven.
Its been daisy day today, the sky is clear and the moon looks no-where, a serene wind is passing by my ears, talking to me in a language never been done before.
The illuminates are not allowing my eyes off...
the depth of darkness is reminding me off all my mistakes..
the illumination is calling me its way.
I know its him, such a treasure place could only belong to him.
I want to go to him,
I want to sleep in his arms
I want to desire my life to him.
such pure place could only be a Temple, a place where I can walk 'a walk' with my soul.

I wonder when can I go there..

After writing about love, emotions and woman I am diversifying the genre of the blog to a more mature and realistic platform of sharing what really matters.
so from now the name of the blog is being changed from "LIFE..!!" to "NAKED EYES -- "
Hope the change meets up the bug!!
Happy reading:)

THE GRADUATION

It was the time when we(me & my friends) were done with our final examination and it was then I discovered the depth of the bond we developed during the course of 4 years of our graduation.

The graduation is something which gives a shell of the man to a boy and shell of the woman to a girl.
This shell begins to strengthen itself during this time, making relationships at this time remembered for one's life time.

It is this time when the word friends becomes much more important than any other thing......






Together we party for small small things, we talk to kill time, we fantasize all the impossibilities, we fight, we discuss girls, we fight for our girls, we pee, we gossip, we cook, we hangout, we dance, we dine out, we shop, we go for night-outs,
We discuss-we discuss, the dreams, the love, the cars, the bikes, music & the bands, the technology, the politics, the economy, the inefficient system, the college administration, the inability of faculties, and what not.
we do nothing and yet everything .
we do everything which we couldn't do with anybody else but only with our friends.

Graduation gives us these friends and 'it' takes them away too.

I remember the last day of my last exam when in the morning all of us were so excited that no longer we will need to attended the college, no longer we will face those unwanted proffs no longer we will take any exams...all these things kept up our excitement but as soon as we came out of the examination room all that excitement disappeared into a feeling of fear of loosing everything which bonded us in last 4 years....all the excitement & celebration got dissolved into fear of losing everything.
Everybody around us becomes so caring, so thoughtful.

There arrives a lot of gathering dinners and parties which ultimately becomes a flashback of our golden gone time and we end up with tears & tears.....

Suddenly our heart fills up like an ocean of love and our wallet converts into banks to allow us to spend everything for our dear ones...
The dear ones who were with us all these four years, who helped us to build the strength, the confidence to face up the world,
The dear ones who gave us THE GRADUATION

WHAT IS IT?

Do I care for you, because I want you to do that for me?

or is it because I can't see you in pain.

Do I buy you gifts send you flowers, because I want you to buy me some?

Or is it because I want to make you feel good, I want to see you smile.

Do I worry for you just like that,

Or is it because your worried face, your unsmiling lips makes me do things

to cherish you, to make you laugh.

Do I spend my entire (pocket)money on you, because I want something in return?

Or is it because I want to make you feel like princess.

Do I want you to look good just for me,

or is it for you that it will make you feel good.

Do I get possessive for you, because of my lack of trust,

or is it because my emotions, my feelings that does't want me to share you.

Do I cry for you, because I want you to cry for me?

or is it because....i don't know!

Do I love you, like you, because I want you to feel the same?

Or is it my selfless desire?

is this love or infatuation.....

people say it depends.

....is it selfish or selfless??

some questions are really hard to answer/.

DISCOVERY OF LOVE

As a youngster most of us or shall I say all of us experience a b'ful emotion of love,

As an immature lover lots of things goes through our mind, sometimes making us happy and sometimes sad but indeed its a blissful experience.

Below is classic piece of immature writing, (wrote it for a friend sometime back)

so just sharing with you all

DISCOVERY OF LOVE....a poem

Love is not a one night stand,

but its full life stand.

Love is not just about kiss,

but its about kiss with bliss.

Love is not about whispering on the phone,

but its longing without the phone.

Love is not about overlooking beauties,

but its about discussing it with your beloved.

Love is not about making her disguise,

but its about taking her out with pride.

Love is not about leaving your friends,

but its about sharing with your friends.

a beautiful soul....i just came across!!

I don't know if I should be writing this or not but I wanted to express my feeling some way or the other so just sharing with you all.

It was my first year of engineering when I saw this girl going through the stairs, i was stunned with her beauty. She was my senior "Belle"(name changed).

From her first glance itself I was totally flattered  over her beauty.I always wanted to talk to her since i saw her but couldn't make it.

Time passed and i was happy to just have a glimpse of her sometime someday, it was always very refreshing to see her.

somehow someday i got the opportunity to talk to her.I was amazed by the attitude she was talking and with such a simplicity....it was a total experience for me.

one cannot expect a girl to be so generous and helping in a first meeting itself.

from that day onwards i had started respecting her completely.

than after fewdays I met a guy from her school, and just asked him in general that "do you know "Belle"?"

he said..."oh! that girl...our whole class had a crush on her."

I was astonished to see that a girl with hell lot of crushes on her... is so down to earth, so simple that any body could go and talk to her and she would talk to him with total maturity, otherwise these days if a girl knows that she is so wannbe....she becomes too unapproachable and her attitude....gosh!! she feels herself like goddess.

but this wasn't the case with "Belle"...let me describe her beauty through a small literature which I wrote when I had my first and only conversation with her.

it goes something like this...

YOU ARE AN ANGEL OF MY DREAMS,

YOU ARE THE BEAUTY OF ALL QUEENS!

YOUR FLAWLESS WHITE MAKES ME BLIND,

YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES REMINDS ME OF WINE!

YOUR INTELLECT MIND

IS LIKE A GOLD MINE,

YOU ARE THE BEAUTY OF ALL TIME !!

she is fairest lady I have ever came across,

to her complete fair face her perfect black eyes are just like 

berry's on cake.

and her hairs...blackest of black totally complements her face.

just few words cannot describe her beauty.

Apart from all this beautific physical appearance she has...

it's her golden heart which makes the difference.

although i don't know her personally but i have friends 

who knows her and they tell me all about her.

It is all because of them that I know her without knowing her.

and yes her intellegence....how could I forget... she is always the topper in her class,

just received the call from IIFT....expecting her CAT result and i know

she is gonna get through it. 

I really respect her beauty with all my heart.

I wish if the creator had created more people like her.